I suppose it's unsurprising to find that I've been procrastinating on procraftinating. Not only have I not been posting, I haven't been making. My shiny new sewing maching is sitting sad in the corner where it would thrive with projects if only there existed a table that costs less than the machine itself. Cooking has been dumbed down to boiling water, tossing something in and emptying the contents of my fridge over the strained remains. I haven't bought groceries in weeks so it's been a stomach adventure. With friends visiting, friends moving away and job openings desperate to lead me on, I've been too busy for anything other than fun and rejection. I never meant to take this out on you. You're just an innocent blog that just wanted some posts, maybe even a tag or two. I'm sorry it had to happen like this.
But it gets worse. With only a few people left in town and an overwhelming urge to run in place, I've found just enough idle time to weigh a stubborn thought of returning to school for a chance at a career. Not a job, a career. Fancy thoughts for a fanciful girl. To best chase these thoughts into reality, I have to put on my serious pants, return all my sewing books to the library and pretend I have a real shot at making it in the big girl world. So here I leave you with a second apology as I will be making myself scarce for the unforeseeable future.
I will miss you. I'll visit. Maybe with a pretty picture or an update. Give it time. We can make this work.
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